Shoot Shoot Shoot!

My MSN personal message reads: "Hello somebody shoot me."

My Facebook status reads : "Anyone has a gun? I need to shoot myself."

Why am I such a pessimist? Read the previous post.

Anyway my point here is, I have such good friends they try to fulfill what I want by "BANG!!"-ing me over MSN and flooding my status with comments. (Okay I just checked there's 26 comments altogether)

But there's this guy friend who made such good effort I laughed so hard even though I just got out of bed and was feeling very blur.

Behold!

HAHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY CAN??

Thanks man, Rok Chin! Gave me a few minutes of laughter there. Lol.

Okay everyone I'm dead now.

We All Need Bigger Breasts!

I'm feeling very down and stressed and depressed and all. Not too sure whether it's because of the "visitor of the month" or because I'm just so not in the mood.

Come to think of it, I think it's because of the upcoming ACCA exams. Who could possibly be sane enough to be in a positive mood to face an examination? I've heard all the hoo-haa's over the exams, people telling me how hard is it to get through it (I know, thanks for telling). Gah!

And, and.. I just don't have the mood to study. No inspiration, no motivation. But I'm scared about the exams. Fml. It's like there are two voices in my head; the angel and the devil.

Angel says, Study!
Devil says, Do other things!

You know how frustrating is that??

Sometimes I even wonder why am I on this path. Too late to turn back time but can't help thinking what would have happened if I was doing something else.

Few days ago, I was reading an article from The Star and atm, I felt I was damn useless.

This guy is a 10 yo (okayy..), stopped schooling (wtf??), a genius (one in a million okayfinenevermind), keeps track of foreign stock market (aren't 10 yo boys supposed to be busy with toys and other stuff???!!), and fancies physics, chemistry & biology (err, I started studying them only when I was 16).

That's not the end.



He's a lecturer. Beat that. I'm 21 and have yet to complete my tiertiery studies! Oh, there's more.. He charges RM6000 an hour for his lectures! Fucking SIX THOUSAND RINGGIT!!!!! I think I can't even earn RM100 an hour. Fml.

His job doesn't stop with the lecturer.



He is also a CEO. Chief Executive Officer. Oh sorry make that two (2) CEOs. People work their ass off for years to be a CEO and this little guy here holds two position at the age of 10. -___________-

Everybody, together say.. "Fuck our lives."

Suddenly, there's this urge telling me that I need bigger breasts.

The Littlest Things

If you wondered where I went for the past few days, well, I just got back from a small "vacation" although I'm supposed to be studying. From three days, it was extended to four and later was extended to five.

Definitely enjoyed every minute and every second of it even though I was stuck in the house for five days without going anywhere. Got back just this evening and now I'm super emo-fied. Typing this makes me wanna tear. *Sob*

Spent few days with my babysitter before she heads back to Penang tomorrow. Talked about lotsa stuff, eg. things we did when I was young etc. I can't go into details else I will really end up crying. I'd miss her already.

You might think it's weird that I'm so sticky to her though she's not Chinese but sometimes, you just gotta believe in fate. Our birthdays fall on the same date and our mothers' birthdays fall on the same date. Funny huh?

I would love to tell more but, cannot. My eyes won't work with me and they are starting to tear .

Pictures of my and my queen.

Penang @ 2007

Penang @ 2008

Okay bye. *Runs off to wipe tears*

Blind As A Bat

I PK-ED YESTERDAY.

There are two types of pk.

Pk #1: Spent all your money that you are left with none/less than enough for your survival.
Pk #2: Stupidly fell down.

Guess which pk I had?



Pk #2! ARGHHHHH.

Was waiting for my friend to come down from her room in hostel. So I was enjoying the evening breeze and the clouds.

Stepped onto a platform to get a better view of the sky.

You see, the platform had this small little gap for water to flow into the drain when it rained.

Right leg was at the red cross and since I didn't see the gap, left left was on the blue cross. So the whole of my left body slipped into the drain. FML.

The good was, my right butt landed on platform so only my left leg was in the drain. The other was, lucky thing the drain was dry. Otherwise I would end up smelling like the fucking drain water.

But for everything good, there is equally the bad side of it. Just like Yin and Yang.

There was a small cut on my toe and worse, my left thigh grazed against the cemented platform. FMLx2! I sat on my butt for at least five seconds without moving because the pain was so much and it made my leg numb. Thank God nobody was looking (I hope) because it was so embarrassing. But here am I sharing the fall with you guys. -__________-

The damage inflicted: skin grazed off & fiery burning sensation. Hallelujah because I was wearing three quarter khakis because if not for that, I would have bled until I died. I had to (and still have to) walk terkangkang and the sight of me walking is like as though I've got something stuck in my a*****e. Had to even adjust myself while sitting so that I'll land more on my right butt instead of sitting on both sides of the butt. T.T

Today I woke up and walking was even more painful because there's a big ass blue black spot.


EVERYONE, FEAST ON MY BIG FAT DRUMSTICK! Lol.

Hurts really badly okay?!

Going to the toilet is a troublesome task now. *Grumble grumble*

I already have four eyes but am still blind. FMLx3!

Update: (Wednesday @ 041109)


Why is it getting from bad to worse?????????? URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Evolution

I have very boring hairstyles throughout my life.

Dont' believe? Look at these.

I started out with this: plain, long, layered hair.

Mum, why do I have such a big and round face? *Sulk*

Was stuck with this hairstyle ever since I'd snipped my hair short in Form 1.

Tired with it, I then decided to layer some fringe as well in Form 5. So I looked like this.. ever since.

2005

2006

A trim or two in between..


2007

Hair grows again..

Still lettin' them grow..

Snip snip again..


2008

And grow again..

Halfway through 2008 (May), I dunno sau what chi kik the trip to the saloon went wrong and I ended up looking like this!

Electric shock you all first *bzzzzzz*



Trimming your hair is a must!



Growing longer..


Finally can tie my hair up!



2009

Longing for my hair to be longerrrrr..


In the process..

Woohoo!

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Come 25th October, I thought to myself, "Hmm, time for some changes again."

Made my way to the saloon - with HL and Yv tagging along to get their haircut - to make myself look better (Geez.. or maybe not?)

Looking very nervous.




While waiting, this was what they were up to.

After approximately three hours and a half, we left the saloon - with me looking like this!

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Me and my still rounded face.
:(

Not forgetting my brand new straight hair.

I'm not too sure whether it should it be a :) or a :(

You be the judge.